AND i NEVER REALLY WANTED YOU TO SEE
THE FUCKED UP SiDE OF ME
THAT i KEEP
LOCKED iNSiDE OF ME SO DEEP
iT ALWAYS SEEMS TO GET TO ME
i NEVER REALLY WANTED YOU TO GO
SO MANY THiNGS YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
i GUESS WiTH ME THERE'S JUST NO HOPE
i NEVER MEANT TO BE SO COLD

Catch Up

Woof, haven't posted in a few days, so here's a quick catch up blog.
Sunday put the christmas lights up. Fun. Strangled Mika a bit. Hamster nearly fell of a ladder when he was putting lights on the roof. Great fun.
Monday, found pictures of Mika when he was like 15 in a photo box in the attic. He says he'll pay me to burn them. No such luck. There's one where he's like raping an elephant in a childrens park. Funny stuff.
Tuesday, went on school trip with my sisters school. Anyone heard of the clothes show? Massive market and fashion show thing, didn't look to be fun but surprisingly was. Got dragged shopping a couple of times, and refused point blanc to go into the actual fashion show but then Matt came out and he looked like...just whoa...and told me I had to go in there, so we went back in for another show and holy shit. Pole dancers. No lie.
Today, today has been the best day, seriously. I'm gonna be a god-dad. Uh-huh. When Hamster's daughter is born, Mika and I are god-dads. How cool is that? Aaaaaand, I felt her kick as well. Never felt a baby kick before. It's like...immense. Can't wait til she's born. Not long now. Her name was gonna be Grace, but they changed their minds, now her middle name is Grace. And her name is Rose. So she's gonna be Rose Field...lol. Great, huh? Rose Grace Field. Maybe Rosie. We'll see when she's born.
And now me and Sean are just getting like uber hyper and scaring the shit out of everyone.
It's not a bad life after all.

1 comment:

Me..also known as Ria or Maria you can pick.. said...

Yay... your gonna be a god dad good for you =D

hmm.. pole dancers wouldn't be aloud in the US
did you have lots a fun